LOS ANGELES — Portland Trail Blazers forward Carmelo Anthony, who was close with Lakers star Kobe Bryant, will not play in Friday’s game against Los Angeles for what the team is officially calling personal reasons.
Friday’s game will be the first for the Lakers since Bryant’s death, and Anthony is still feeling the emotional effects of the tragic deaths of Bryant, his 13-year-old daughter Gianna and seven others in a helicopter crash in Calabasas, California on Sunday.
“I respect [Anthony’s decision to sit out]. I know him and Kobe had a great relationship,” Trail Blazers guard Damian Lillard told USA Today Sports. “It’s something he was not ready to face and deal with. We all respect his decision.”
Earlier this week, Anthony posted his reaction to Bryant’s death on Instagram, adding that Bryant had told him that he had planned on coming to Friday’s game.
“I hate when I have so much to say, but I can’t put any of it into words, Anthony posted. “The times I have the most to say are the times that I can’t talk. I’m screaming inside but I can’t be heard. YOU don’t know how hard it is to try to pretend to smile when I have these clouds of emotions.
“… This pain is almost unbearable Champ! Why you bro? Why GiGi? Why leave Vanessa with this Sadness and Pain. WHY? This will never make sense to me. I know I’m not suppose to question GODs Will. I know GOD doesn’t make mistakes. It just seems like It always rains the hardest on those who deserve the sun. There are moments in life when there’s simply NO words to describe the pain within. This is one of them. YOU will continue to be Loved. YOU will be missed.”
Hundreds of thousands of people have been paying their respects, cycling through the L.A. Live campus outside Staples Center in the days since the tragic deaths. Flowers, candles, jerseys, stuffed animals, balloons, letters and other tokens line the street outside the home arena where Bryant starred during his 20-season career with the Lakers.